I know I have been so flaky with my blogging lately. Truth is, my life has changed so much & the girl who started this blog is a completely different person with a completely different life. Blogging has been awkward. I sort of tried to force feed my new life...& new partner...down everyone's throat right away before giving you all the chance to learn who he was.
I'm not a perfect person & navigating through divorce & then an unexpected new relationship (with new children) is hard. I have stumbled & made mistakes. I have tried to force myself to be open with my blog. And then I realized I was just trying too hard. So, I took a step back.
My blog has been such an incredible tool for me. To share my life. Help other families who have lost babies. Keep a pseudo baby book for Collin & diary for myself. It's been therapeutic, even. And I'm ready to come back.
I thought about shutting down Holly Days & starting over fresh. But then I realized that you have all been with me here. Every step of the way. Strangers giving me encouraging words & offering to help me in any way possible. Strangers? No, friends. My blogging friends are some of my best friends in the world. I can't even believe I'm saying something like that. But, it's true. Blogging has introduced me to so many people that I never would have met before. It's rad.
What I'm trying to say in this all-over-the-place post, is that I'm making my comeback. Bear with me. I still have some reorganizing to do, but expect me...the real me....the happy me...back here. SOOOOONNNNNN!!!!
